Monday, 14 September 2009

wants & dont wants


i think im seriously considering a little bit more ruckus in this current plateau. at times that i feel irrationally lethargic and so i settle for the now and whatevers in it; at others im plain irritated with those areas and i wanna pack up and leave.

hence the ruckus i've been mulling over starts with this little bite thats gnawing at me. u either swat at the bug or u scratch that itch. how the hell are you supposed to ignore an itch like that? tis my analogy when the brains half functioning on mourndays.

like a darn nixon's list, i pen down pros and cons and tear em up. mentally i go over them again, then dismiss them with the onset of lifes distractions.

where do i go from here?

Monday, 27 July 2009

Holy Fuck


Must be the severe lack of calcium or tat i'm getting fucking clumsy around corners!

Thursday, 16 July 2009

fuckheads in the tube

not fucking happy at all with the one-way communication tunnel the bosses are using to 'talk' to us. after all, we're but mere STAFF arent we!

bring nestlings in and give them names but no proper intro, designation, scope - he/she works together with another poor sucker or do we have to report to that he/she-who-deserves-to-be-whacked? fucking talk to us for chrissake. dont just fucking pop someone new into our midst and expect things to go beautifully.
fuck YOU. tell us why and what is the nincompoop here for! some of us have worked years, yet to be compensated in more ways than one, as far as i can see.

in the meantime, i am unfuckinghappy, definitely, and i dont give 2 shits about brand new albinos who come in tweeting and try to bend me to their will. no effing way man, id rather slap their faces around with a resignation letter than listen to their feeble bleating. im all riled up for war now. bring it on bitches and bastards.

Tuesday, 7 July 2009

no loops for the whoops

i finally removed them stitches today...approximately 4 days after i was due at the specialist. hehe.

the damned doc ignited my feelings of apprehension when he asked me to lie down. DAMN man...i never ever lie flat down if i can help it. i think it showed on my face so he re-adjusted the bed and told me to "just sit up okay already". hehe.

then when the nurse tugged and tugged and tugged at the black threads...i couldnt stop smiling to myself cos obviously the stitches are almost weeks old d right? then her question came, "sudah berapa lama ni?" HAHA...couldnt help it, i laughed and told her watching her mute struggle was pretty funny (probably reassured her that more brutality can be tolerated) and so she handled me like a chunk of beef flank in the butcher chop, and ta daaaa...all came out. then nursie just ferociously sprayed on the 'liquid' plaster onto the wound and MAN that stung :P

because i got hurt at a nightspot, the doctor jokingly asked me, "so, went back there again ah!" then he told me that i shoulda cut myself at a lower position above the ankle, cos "you're that type ma, can put tattoo to cover it la!"
$%&*#@$... yea, so funny. its killin me. ehem ehem. BUT to his credit i did think that the possibility of a tattoo was a pretty decent suggestion... but i'd have to cover the entire calf with disney world or something. ish ish! ISH.

i think this is it fer now...will update soonest. xoxoxoxo.

Saturday, 4 July 2009

whoopsy doopsy


fresh out this week. ##$%^&%^...

dropped a huge vat of plastic 'tong' (full with water) onto me foot few days back. impact it had, i half expected to see a few toes missing! scraped off me opi and took some of me with it too (side of third toe)...
Rot.In.Poverty, ye old container.


ha. ha. couldnt believe i got another fresh one just this morning. literally tagged myself on the laundry basin. yowch!

Friday, 3 July 2009

Day 6: countdown to finale


A day before meeting the doc for stitch removal. That's tomoro... Ish ish.

Thursday, 2 July 2009

Malaysian Institute of Estate Agents Annual Dinner '09


My man and yours truly. taking a break from the speeches and constant feasting :)

Wednesday, 1 July 2009

8 jahitans


innocent bystander. sliced by broken glass. duh-ed by suddenness. chunk of flesh off my calf. grrrrr... pic taken a day after checkup at damansara specialist. actually looking forward to removal of stitches...ticklish gore...HAHAHA...

Tuesday, 30 June 2009

Baptised - Jayden Benedict - my Godson

All in all an eventful and definitely a very meaningful day for the whole family :) Check out the few pics below...captioned to hit the point home. For more peeks, visit Kristie's blog.

Mummy with Jayden Benedict (check out the ji-gong moves from the martial arts sifu), Kenneth, James, Kristie, Papa, Me, Kathy, Krischelle, Tita Kim & Christian


The baptism ritual: wetting tai ko's head with holy water beneath the sign of the cross and the annointing with the oil. Think Jayden was pretty amused with the water activity...


"Baptised! I am apparently now the holiest and saintliest of you all...WAHAHA..."


Mummy Jay, the big man himself - Jayden Benedict, and his Godmother, ME. I'm his beloved auntie janice & Godmum. Gosh, I'm like 3/4s of a surrogate mother! I'm Jayden's fairy Godmother....I'm his Godma. Wanna tell you a secret: I've been duty-bound to serve as Godmama. Did I mention I'm officially his Godmother? HAHAHAHA

Monday, 11 May 2009

banged outta luck

You know the saying: “when it rains, it pours”? Yea that kinda happened to me in the last 2 weeks and shit hit the fan. If you've seen Chicago starring Catherine Zeta Jones and RenĂ©e Zellweger then ya, it really was ‘all that jazz’ and a little too much more.

Friend and I were anticipating a week of luxuriating in Langkawi when BAM! I got involved in a 3-car sandwich with me being the slice of ham. La-dee-da and we all went to make our separate police reports. Police took down my statement and we went up to see the investigative officer...nice fella, him. Helped me so-called reconstruct what happened and he even pulled out the files of the previous two reports to explain how I would have to go about insurance claims. After that, police took photographs of my car and I chugged home with cousy beside me, and her bf following us to subang so that he could ascertain that I reached all the way home (bless him).

Mana tau, just before the damansara toll, my car bonnet flew right up in our faces and smashed against the windscreen! I tried to break as gradually as I could and ducked below the top of the wheel to see where I was driving, and hauled my sorry-ass car to the side. Then, you shoulda seen the looks of incredulity on our faces... we got over the initial shock of having the bonnet fly right up to cover the windscreen and then we started to marvel at how the windscreen didn’t even get smashed...or cracked! Her bf had already turned off our road to use LDP so we had to call him back to where we were. Then we tried bending the damn thing forwards and backwards but it wouldn’t budge. Haiyo... thank heavens that the PLUS patrol came along and they were also extremely understanding and nice. I did wonder at that time if there were cameras up on the opp. buildings. They yanked the bonnet down, tied it in place and sent us on our way (janganlah pandu cepat cepat)...

The next day was a whirlwind of calls to the insurance company and workshops (apart from the many transfers to non-existing officers) and finally I managed to plonk my car into a panel workshop at Jalan 222/3. What’s more, i was supposed to depart to langkawi in the next 2 days AND move to my new place right after my descent to KL! Fucking shit man, seriously. I was so fucking fed up that I couldn’t start a conversation without snapping at somebody. Yea i admit i cried. I was frustrated and i didn’t have any cheap plates to throw.

Langkawi was quite fun, made some new friends who are originally from Portugal, Mexico, France and the UK but are all working in the UK save for one (pictures on FB). The trip was really relaxing for me this time around. It remedied my mind and i actually was much more receptive and productive at work! It also restored my faith in good people.

When i got back, i hated that i had to be so helpless and rely on other people’s cars for simple things like driving out to see Dobbs or to buy makan. What’s more, i was moving house the very next day...with no car. nada. The workshop said my cotton-candy car would be in repairs for an estimate of 1 month...And so my beloved brother-in-law helped me search for a proper car rental at a decent price, and ‘my’ car was delivered to me at my office 2 days after i flew back from the sunny cove. The day after i moved, murphy acknowledged that it was just the right time for me to fall sick. And so the heat intensified and swelled in my head and my sinuses got blocked and the irritable cough started. Swell, eh?

I know you probably didn’t enjoy reading this complaint post as much as i revelled in letting it all out. HEHE... anyways, things are just starting to settle down now. I’ve just enjoyed my first weekend in my own new place, and im just done with antibiotics. Starting to breathe a lil easier now... woot! woot!