i think im seriously considering a little bit more ruckus in this current plateau. at times that i feel irrationally lethargic and so i settle for the now and whatevers in it; at others im plain irritated with those areas and i wanna pack up and leave.
hence the ruckus i've been mulling over starts with this little bite thats gnawing at me. u either swat at the bug or u scratch that itch. how the hell are you supposed to ignore an itch like that? tis my analogy when the brains half functioning on mourndays.
like a darn nixon's list, i pen down pros and cons and tear em up. mentally i go over them again, then dismiss them with the onset of lifes distractions.
where do i go from here?
